To Myself 15 years earlier

A poem that I wrote bcos my friend ask (the pic is from a friend)

I am now watching Kuchibiru ni Uta,
theres this moment when they sing a song that imagine what will they be saying to themselves in 15 years ahead. So they are middle schooler who wants to meet their 30 yo self. Thats quite interesting.

I am now going to be 32 this year. When I think about it, in middleschool, I dont have many memory, what I can think is about my photo with my friends, and about me being a deviant and run away with my class to build something that is important than taking after class lesson. That cost me two slap with the ruler of the blackboard in my classroom. Not all of my friend receive the punishment, because its snapped in two when it hit one of my friend shoulder. fiuhh what a scene that is.

I am quite a popular person in my middleschool if could say so myself. Haha. Thats because Ive always ranked #2 or #1 in my grade.. Maybe because of my english too, saving me from the bad rank ones.  I sucked at biology and chemistry, and it shows in my highschool. I am just an ordinary person.



If I can say something to myself from 15 years ago I would say this :

"do what you want to do, dont be shy, people are old, but it is just their body, the soul is always the same, just like you, older people are not to be afraid of... actually there are many old people that doesnt deserve your respect too.. having a bad personality and lifestyle..

expect anything but dont forget to anticipate it with knowledge, you should begin studying quran.. it will become your filter to life.. and read a lot..

you should let girls into your life.. you can accustomed yourself to the girls mind, so that you would not feel awkward later on, maybe you can marry easier..

always have a healthy mind and body, fasting brings you health, so as herbal drinks.. watchout for teeth problem and gastricity.. especially when your 23-25

take care of your parents and family and dont get angry... you can replace anger with sadness.. angryness anger will bring you shame and regrets.. if you want to let loose, you can do it privately..

you should buy only things that can be serviced.. price is not the problem if you can not service it when it s accidently broken

That is all I can say to you.. "